My mind isn't right at the moment. These dreams are scaring me a lot... No I'm not leaving here but man, I dont know what to do.. I just wanna take some pills to sleep =___= I don't want to face those idiots at school, I don't want to go home, I do not want to be here at my grandmas, anywhere..
I want my own damn place.
My parents are complete jerks. I hate that they feel that they can't leave me home alone due to "Self harm issues"..
They make me want to just.. RIP open my vein with a giant.. nevermind.
Just I dont know guys. Imma be away for awhile.. Sorry for the inconceivability...